grateful for ocm, dedication to pastor rocky, zion, and lily

today... was a pretty hectic day. I nearly got jumped/mugged. they would've jumped me then mugged me. I can't name at least 3 or them. patrick mock, amy chen, tony wong, ricky yang. they were waiting for me in the lobby. I was so stupid for following [someone] to the eye doctor. I bothered pastor rocky, a few zion people, and especially the cana people. I made bible study start later, interrupted the cops, even had some people worry. I didn't know what to do.

I felt so bad that that [someone] was there too, I called pastor rocky to see if he could drive me, he decides to come and pick me up along with will, mike, boaz, taniel and another zion dude. they came and picked me up, when I got back to ocm there was like a whole group of people, even pastor tingson, but I'm not sure if they were there to see if I was ok, it kind of seemed like it. I feel so bad that I bothered them, everyone got wet on the way back, I got soaked but I had other things on my mind to worry about wet shirt, wet jeans. I was so nervous, I didn't even talk to anyone when I got upstairs, I think some people even worried about me too.

My mom had a talk with pastor rocky and me, I'm just so glad and thankful to be blessed with people who care about me. people who would go out of the way to see if I'm ok. pastor rocky could have stayed at ocm to start bible study on time. zion people could have continued to hang out in the lobby, but no. they came to pick jeremy and I up all because of my fault. I'm really glad for that.

even when I got home, the caring didn't end there. like... a few people IMed me to see what happened, uh... I'm not gonna say their names, but they know who they are...if they ever read this, this is for you guys. although lily didn't know what happened, I could tell from the tone of her IM that she was worried, which made me feel all warm inside that so many people cared for me. lily continued to talk to me about it and it made me feel comforted that someone cares. she's just like, awesome to talk to. like she said, new best friends. :D I just thank the lord that theres just so many good and caring people in this world. this post is dedicated to pastor rocky, zion, and lily, for caring about my problems. [lily even read all the blogs that I wrote o.o]

yeah so like.. I died for a month or something....

I never update this blogspot anymore :O its so boring and too much typing. my fingers are getting a really nice workout right now. Ill backtrack for like a week, but no one reads this blog. ><

monday....I forgot what happened I think I went to school, and then volunteered at ocm.

tuesday...calvin asked me to bring in my guitar so he can teach me. I ended up watching winnie and calvin play guitars and calvin had to go back to his class. patricia and tim stole my guitar during dismissal.

yesterday....same thing, youth corner was great, football, boxball, handball. I left sad though, as if something had been taken from me.

today...I met like this girl named lily and she seems like a pretty cool person. thomas freaked me out today...he touched my face and said I was cute and stuff. we were alone except sandra who was pretending to be sleeping. it was SO awkward! :[ -awkward turtle- hm kingston took my guitar and played it in front of yayas. :] the yaya mascot! with um.... my guitar case open at his feet. cana threw change in there but picked it back up. :]

tomorrow?- sat, then chill with lily cuz she's like my new best friend. :D bible study after. sdc volunteers are welcomed to stay after to come to bible study, 603