Tuesday, February 23, 2010

lent, what to let go of..

It took a good day and a half to think of what to give up, but I discovered what to give up when I thought about what I did that wasted the most of my time. so here it is. For lent, I decided to give up shooting games. I waste time at home shooting down others instead of doing homework, or studying, but even more importantly, devoting time for God. Putting down those games like counterstrike, day of defeat, call of duty, and even halo. all of that time that I use in a week, can help me learn more about God rather than just sitting here clicking away. Sure, I will miss playing counterstrike at home, or halo at church, but its all for God and giving up these types of video games will give me no excuse to not devote enough time for God.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

sunday mornin' rain is falling

steal some cover shed some skin.
Its sunday morning and I'm not allowed to go out until 1. this sucks so much that I have to stay home instead of physically being at church, but at least I can still see service through skype. this week was okish three days made up for the whole break.
Day 1, Wednesday I went over to ocm to help clean out the sixth floor. I was going to be there at around 10 but my mom caused me a bit of arguing at home so I got out to ocm around 11. pastor rocky was really grateful that we all went out to help. after cleaning was youth corner and even then, my heart felt really cold and without love. there were just so many things that people did that can rip the hearts of other's apart. I left kind of sad.
Day 2, Thursday
This was planned for like....a week. Originally, it was just Julie and I. we were gonna go to pinkberry together and I would have frozen yogurt for the very first time, but fiona refused to let me see her before she does so fiona and sharon tagged along. I still got to see julie before her though since fiona and sharon are kinda slow. had pinkberry and walked and talked. it was a good feeling to see julie again though.
Day 3, Friday
Friday was eh. my mom wouldn't let me go out to ocm for youth corner or bible study. so instead, rachael fiona sharon and ada went to 34th and I went along I guess. It was kinda weird though since I was the only guy =/ I hope rachael's dad didn't get any suspicions. rachael was the first one there but she didn't call to tell me because she thought I was asleep. I got to starbucks at 10, half an hour after she got there. we talked and listened to music for like.. an hour before fiona and sharon got there. there was this korean lady behind us and she left a korean newspaper. so I picked it up and was like..anyosayo? saranghaeyo? mmm went to foreverw21, er...ae and aero. then her dad took us to this place think it was called cafe zaiya? it was pretty good but crowded. walked around some more. I put my life on the line to save sharon's volleyball. they hit it and it rolled onto the streets. my life wasn't in danger, I'm still in one piece. oh no where's my toe?

Overall this break was eh. I wasn't allowed to go to volleyball last week but hopefully I can go later today I just hope that everything can fall back into place just like it used to. Nothing's the same anymore.