breakdown.

My mom is sooo fricken' annoying. I know she just wants the best for me but I think its too much. She went through my notebook and schoolbag today. She is so unfair. I got home today early to finish my homework and study. I ask to go to the volleyball game to support my friend. I get a really long lecture on how I'm slacking off.I'm not she says that I don't have a mindset to study and do well in school. I tell her that I'm trying but she always says no and its a huge burden. I can't take it much longer where my parents don't trust in me. she thinks that I'm lying about how I try to study and do homework. I'm tired of having her judge me the wrong way and I'm getting all the blame and getting yelled for it. There are times when she yells at me and I want to breakdown and cry but guys don't do that so I fight to stay strong. but this barrier of mine isn't going to last much longer. I really can't take it any more...