The word "like" has been bothering me a lot these days. I can't tell who I like anymore. It used to be this girl, but after I told her, I don't know if I still like her. I mean, I still look at her differently than others but I already know that she doesn't like me the same way, so why do I still view her differently than others? I can't stand it.
Then there's another thing. A lot of the new friends that we make, we'll joke around, we'll laugh with each other, but will it ever be like... a lasting friendship? We meet during the summer, but is that supposed to be it? There goes all the hugs that we give everyday, there goes all the good times that we had in those 6 weeks, but is it all meant for waste? I don't want any friendship to go to waste. I've lost a friend before, and I don't want to lose any others. Friendships are supposed to last. whether it be just a quick conversation, or a satisfying hug every time we see each other. I don't want to have the same feeling of losing my friend whom I've been growing up with until middle school. It's an unbearable memory and I think about it everyday. I think about what would happen if one of the friends that I make this summer were to forget all about me. if one of the friends I've gotten close with just left. gone, forgotten? Every single person that I've become close friends with, will always have a place in my heart. I still have the empty slot for my childhood friend to come back to. if he ever comes back...
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