Friday, June 12, 2009

can't take it anymore.

omg...I wish that this next week will pass by in a fricken' second. my mom is yelling at me nonstop to do this stupid packet that my cousin gave me. I'm telling my mom that its useless and its more helpful for me to study online. she's bitching at me [scuse for the language but I must] to do this packet saying that I'm always wrong and that her way is always right. that's bs. this packet is bs, I want to burn it but I don't want to get whipping with a belt [she really will do it] I can't do anything about this theres no way for me to explain to her that I don't need to do this fricken' packet and that I studied enough the past two weeks. my words don't make it to her brain. no way to explain to my mom that I don't need further studying. I really can't take it anymore. I'm about to either:
a. rip everything apart in this apartment
b. knock over the bunk bed
c. walk out
d. [something that is nearly impossible] contain the anger

I swear I'm growing white hair from containing all this anger and stress in me for the past few months or so. its all bottled up inside and its dangerous. I'm fearing that it'll burst out any second if she pushes it any further. I can't take it anymore I feel like leaving. now.

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