finals.

well...finals are coming up. I'm gonna fail freshman year and I'm scared. I'm scared of possibly going to summer school or night classes. I don't want to be embarassed like that. I wonder the percentage of our grades our finals and regents count. if it counts for at least 40%, then I should be good if I score a good score on them. the hole in my life still hasn't been patched. I want this hole to be mended I want people to like and love me for who I am. apparently most of the people I know don't and it hurts, deep down in my heart. <-- [hehehe deep deep, oh deep down down, deep down in my heart, ILY Jesus. :D] I'm scared of failing freshman year, I don't want to be embarassed like that. hah de ja vu moment for you! I'm gonna continue praying and hoping that I can pass my classes and boost myself back up higher next year as a sophomore. btw, I hate the fact that my mom makes me go somewhere at 5 on fridays and come back to ocm at 7ish. makes me look like I want to avoid bible study and not learn about god. I'm thankful that this week is the last week I have to do it so I can continue going to bible study like every other week. also, 3 more sundays, before the end of school, but that 4th sunday marks the day that I can finally start going to sunday worship and cana. but then again, by that 4th sunday I will find out if I passed freshman year or not. gotta get through finals first. good luck to myself and everyone who are taking it. time to reminisce[I spelled it wrong, but thanks] in my music. :]