unhappiness

I've been feeling like crap this whole weekend long and today. I haven't been feeling myself. I feel as if I'm missing something in my heart. something's not right. I pray to god about it but there hasn't been a change yet. there's something missing in my heart and I don't like it. lately, I've been trying to learn Haru Haru on the guitar. Jacky's teaching me haru haru on the piano along with Narutimate Accel 2 ending. :D. I don't have anything to look forward to anymore... :<>